Expert: Terry B - 11/28/2008

Question
Hi.  Im sorry to bother you and I hope your patient with me.  I have had a continual, some say irrational, fear of HIV since i had a scare in 2003.  Since then, I have had three tests, all at the same Sexual Health clinic in the UK.  Because I have a needle phobia, i looked away when the nurse practioner took my bloods and since then, ive worried myself about the possibility of catching something either through her mistake or even intention.  I know this sounds silly but i cant get rid of this idea.  Is it possible for her to take blood out and it read negative but put contaminated bloood in?  Im sorry if this seems irrational, I just want peace.

Thanks, Stuart M

Answer
Dear Stuart:

Peace.  It seems that you're aware that the fear is unwarranted; this seems more a manifestation of your own anxiety and challenges than a risk of HIV issue.  Knowing something is out of balance is the first step in correcting it.  I would recommend you speak with your doctor and ask for a referral to someone who specializes in treatment of your concerns.  

I will add that there are today HIV antibody tests that use a swab instead of drawing blood - it is an option for you, as are some home tests approved by the US Food and Drug Administration which allows you to place some of your blood on an absorbent pad and send it to a lab for testing; you then call and get your results.

Please see someone soon about the fears - they get in the way of your happiness and are treatable.

Best to you and yours,

Terry