Acting in Plays, Singing/Returning to pro music after long illness
Expert: Sean Martinfield - 2/16/2009
QuestionDear Sean,
I am a lyric coloratura soprano in my late 20s based in the NYC area. Upon
first glance, my resume includes BM in voice and several honors from a
highly respected conservatory/school of music, 3 years of study (2 remaining)
towards my MSM (Master's in Sacred Music) with a focus on Jewish lirturgical
& art music, a moderately strong performance history which shows an
extensive range of venues and genres, and glowing recommendations from a
number of highly respected voice teachers, coaches, conductors, directors
and colleagues from around the world with whom I've had the priviledge to
collaborate. However, while I've had the good fortune to received such
opportunities & training in my young career, for the past 6 years I've been
battling a severe illness whose progression has required me to gradually
curtail my professional activities over the years until finally I was forced to
stop performing all together and take a leave of absence from school in
2007. While the details are unimportant, I can tell you that because of the
biomechanics involved, the illness itself, along with medication side-effects
and complications from multiple surgeries to my occiput and cervical spine,
have had devastating impact on my voice, though I have worked hard to
rehabilitate and maintain my instrument throughout this ordeal. In a few
days, I will undergo my final surgery (halleluyah!) and if all goes well, I expect
be back to full health AND full voice in 3-6 months.
My question: Having been out of the game for so long, where should I look to
resume my career? How do I get around these 3 potential problems?
1) Incongruent Age and Experience: Had I not fallen ill in my early 20s, I
would have applied to the various apprentice programs and competitions
designed to help young singers build their careers. But as these programs are
often restricted to singers under the age of 30-35, I fear that by the time I
have my voice back, I will be too old to have adequate time in such programs,
especially if I take the 2 years to complete my MSM. How crucial is age at
this point in my career? What kinds of opportunities should a singer in my
position pursue?
2) Explaining my recent hiatus to potential employers/directors without
causing concern about my health: How do I explain to prospective employers
and teachers the gaps in my resume, particularly over the past 2-3 years
when I was too ill to perform or to study? My illness is both rare and poorly
understood, with the few experts finding enough to completely change the
treatment protocols at least 3 times in the past 10 years. Should a potential
employer or director asks about my future prognosis, I cannot absolutely
guarantee that I will remain healthy, though I have no more reason to believe
I'll fall ill than someone who has never had health problems.
3) Networking: Because I have been so ill, I have fallen out of touch with
virtually all of my professional contacts and haven't a clue where to find
reputable information regarding auditions, training programs, festivals, local
organizations, performance opportunities, etc.
I truly appreciate any advice you may have for me. I miss the music world so
intensely that it's palpable. While I am grateful for this last surgery that will
allow me to regain my health, it will be when I return to the stage that I will
be truly healed.
Mimile
AnswerHello, Mimile –
Thank you so much for the question. I truly appreciate your confidence.
In other words, you are starting all over. It's much easier to address your concerns from the standpoint of being brand new rather than an approach that's about making "a return".
After you are able to start practicing again, you will probably find many changes in the overall sound of your voice. Starting over also means letting go of not only the past but the way in which you used to rehearse and perhaps a large percentage of your former repertoire. Nothing is to be gained by being frustrated over who you used to be or what you used to sing or who you once knew.
As a professional singer, I know that the need to sing never stops. The need to compete or exhibit yourself in front of a panel of judges may fade, but the stuff about expressing your Self through music and through the word – even if it's just in the privacy of your own space or in the imagination – is a lifelong gift. And now you see the clear possibility of returning to that creative process again.
Continue your MSM and its focus on Jewish lirturgical and art music. Your circle of contacts will grow from there. I worked regularly as a church musician – and loved it. All you have to do is stand there and sing – flawlessly, of course. My experience was that it led to other work, i.e., weddings, funerals, etc., and helped fill the audience for my concerts and club work. On your journey toward obtaining this very special Degree, you are going to learn many new things about yourself and the opportunities and locations where your talents can flourish.
It's always about You and your current Product. As long as you can deliver the goods, no one really cares about past performance history or old health issues. Depending on the age stipulations for apprentice or advanced training programs for world class opera companies – such as we have here in San Francisco with the Adler Fellows and Merola Opera Training Program – it's still about competing against others with similar or better qualifications. And you already know the regimen of daily work you would have to embrace to get yourself back into shape for even the first round of auditions.
None of that work will be lost. I know what it means to be a professional singer. It's the best regimen for keeping yourself healthy, in shape, sober, constantly educated and socially astute.
Please stay in touch.
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