Expert: Melissa - 4/22/2008

Question
Hi I was very anorexic about a year and a half ago for about six months I only weighd 34kg and my height was 152cm I was 13 at the time...I started eating better and reached a weight of 44kg by the time I was 14 . .I maintained my weight for 3 months. . I was unhappy and lost 2kgs I maintained that weight for about 7 months going up and down two kilos so between 40kg-42kg. . ..I got unhappy again and dropped my weight to 38kgs recently by starving myself for 1 month(im 15 now) . . . Ive started eating better and increased my food for about 3 months now Ive gained 2kgs I now weigh 40kgs.
I dont have a period my breasts dont exist I havent grown since my anorexia and I feel like I man!If I gain a little more weight will I develop and grow?. . . .I exercise for 20 minuits aday (vigorous running) and I do power yoga 3 times a week Im very depressed because im not developed at all but Im scared that if I gain weight the fat wont go to my boobs and that ill be a fat girl with no breasts. . . Im scared and confused please help?

Answer
Hi there,
First, take a deep breath. It sounds like you're really scared you won't develop properly. I'm not a doctor but I can tell you what I think from my experiences. Young woman hit puberty at different ages, typically sometime between age 9 to 13. However, I have known girls who don't get their period and develop breasts until they're 17. You have been maintaining an unhealthy weight during those prime times to develop, so your body has neglected to develop. Once you maintain a healthy weight your breasts will develop.
Hope this helps,
Melissa