AboutOscar G. Expertise From simple curiosity to elaborate scene set up and planning as well as technique, gear, link, advice, opinion, facts and reference among other colleagues.
Social, spiritual, romantic and emotional issues related to BDSM
Bondage being my focus and specialty, but love the sensual aspects of these arts.
Experience 15 years researching, reading, interacting, dating and playing in the BDSM lifestyle actively as a Dom, used to be sub.
BDSM, Bondage, gags, blindfolds, knots, ropes, restrains and roleplaying
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Education/Credentials Engineering & Military
Awards and Honors Military and respect from my peers in the BDSM community
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BDSM - I have a Daddy's Little Girl Fetish and I want my husband to FOR REAL discipline spank me
Question I have a Daddy's Little Girl fetish. To make a long story short, I want my husband to discipline me FOR REAL anytime, anyplace, talk to me sternly, spank me, etc. Bt I'll start from the beginning and give deetails. I told my husband about my fetish for being spanked while we were still dating, I gradually worked up the nerve to tell him I wanted him to spank me, and it was something wonderful that began! It felt so good! I loved it so much! He took me over his knee, pulled back my dress, and spanked me with his hand through my tights. I wasn't wearing underwear, and this was before we started having sex, and it added to the thrill that he could see and feel my bum through my innocent little tights. After the long, hard spanking, he pulled my dress back in place covering back over my bum, and it felt so intimate and tender, like he was a Daddy to me. I soon connected what I wanted and eventually told him I wanted him to REALLY be my Daddy. He was fine with it for a while. He'd hold me in his arms, me curled up on his lap while he sat in his recliner, and he'd whisper in my ear, "I love you so much... You're such a good little girl..." When we started having sex (I waited til we married cuz I was a virgin) it hurt my poon but he was gentle although he got off on my pain, which I have to admit is a turn on for me. He would bring the Daddy stuff into sex, which I thought was hot sometimes because I just wanted the attention, but sometimes I just wanted to be Daddy's innocent little girl. I do want him to seriously spank me as in forced discipline. I want him to be forceful, yet still tender and nurturing when I want. I don't know what's going on with me. I want these things so bad. He likes me to wear pigtails and said that when he's trying to cum, he imagines me as a little girl in pigtails. That makes me happy. I'm afraid the Daddy's Little Girl and spanking days may have to be put aside for a while, though. My husband has PTSD related to childhood sexual and physical abuse and incest, and lately bad associations have been coming up for him. As far as the spanking thing, we kind of kept escalating from his hand (he has HUGE, sexy Daddy hands) to his belt, to finally, one time we went really crazy and used a cane sword. Something happened., he kind of went midevil on my ass and got angry, but I was beyond drunk and didn't feel or register any pain, only ecstasy of intense attention from him. He felt horrified because it left a huge, dark bruise and welts all over my butt cheek. I didn't even care, I wasn't mad, I didn't feel harmed, but he told me that now it hurts him to spank me. I don't know what to do. Recently, I cried during sex, sobbing that I love him so much, and I felt like that helped satisfy my need for emotional vulnerability and honesty that I associate with being Daddy's Little Girl. And my husband said I want him to dominate me, and we can do that in other ways. I just feel so wistful... My husband's southern, so he used to say things like "Mind me," and one time when I was being loud and I guess annoying to him in a restaurant, he said that if I were really his kid, he'd drag me into the bathroom and give me a spanking. I told him to do it. He didn't. The thing is, I'd LOVE to be controlled and disciplined and spanked and spoken to sternly like I'm Daddy's Little Girl, FOR REAL, all those things, forced on me. I love my husband so much. I just don't know what to do about what I want, and, considering HIS recent feelings about it, I don't know how to expect my desires to be fulfilled. He still likes me in pigtails and buys me stuffed animals and wants to build me a shelf to put them on, and when I told him I had a dream thast I was a kid and we were together, he responded with "You ARE a kid!" We've always agreed I'm a kid inside, even before all the wild fun stuff. I guess there's hope for age play and kinky things, most of which I have yet to discover (much to my frustration! I wish I could just know all the answers!) And judging to male responses to a girl's Daddy's Little Girl fetish blog (like one guy said he got hard reading it and many guys offered to be her Daddy) I'm getting the sense that there's something to the innocent, vulnerable little girl who can be forced to do what Daddy, or the guy in control, directs. Oh God how badly I want that!!! I don't want to just jump in the lap of some guy who'll play the role I desire. I'm already in love with my husband. I want HIS love and all kinds of his attention. And I KNOW he loves me, and we love each other. Once he said if I were really his daughter, he wouldn't spank me. I know he sees me as the one pure thing in his life; he's told me so. Maybe he's just trying to protect me and set me apart from anything he perceives as harmful or less than I deserve or something. Well, I'm confused yet hopeful. I hope you can help me understand, get some direction, know what to do. Thanks! -Jennifer
Answer Hi Jennifer:
I would say that the distinction here for BOTH OF YOU would be to keep sex play as play and imagination play as imagination. And making sure you both understand the limits on each. Sure it is nice to have the Dichotomy of the Daddy/Girl dynamics and I can understand the turn on's implied. But if he has PTSD about abuse and childhood issues is better to talk those out. Either very clearly and unemotional trying to find the reassurance you both need. But being that you both are inside the box (so to speak) a good counselor may help.
There are good psych counselor that are also involved in BDSM. Best way to look for them is Kink Aware professional. If you Google with those 3 words (K.A.P) you may find something in your area. I really hear you love each other and you want to worth it through. But besides talking it with a pro, all you may need to realize is that good sexual fantasies work very well on a healthy relationship. But like any thing, too much can be detrimental or become not as good. Daddy/Girl relationships can work great in bedroom but you have to explain too much if you start doing out therein public 24/7 situations. On his end, perhaps it is good to reassure him, he is not abusing you and you REALLY like a bit harsh discipline, because he is taking it onto his hands to correct you and care for you. And you feel a bit bruising is mementos of play (as long as they are not permanent or unsightly). As long as you do not need to explain bruises to doctors or law enforcement or anyone, it is all good. The thing is if you do not feel abused and he comes from a place of fun, caring and excitement, a bit of overboard can be understood. Just fine tune it by talking to him, nit being his little girl, but being his wife and lover and partner. Sometimes the girlie has to let the woman talk also. A woman can be girlie and babied, but gotta step out of the role sometimes to deal with real life and strong issues.
I suggest you both talk it out, and figure out if a bit more in depth professional counseling could enhance your situation and rekindle your kink with so much love you already show for each other...
I hope this helps.
Be well, Have fun and Be safe.
Oscar G.
