Expert: Master Shadow - 11/14/2010

Question
Hi:

The following maybe disturbing but I don't ever plan to act on it. I know the fine line between having thoughts and converting those thoughts to actions.

I have a sexual fantasy the involves a straight man and a pre-op transgender woman in the general population of a hardcore prison. The woman looks, sounds, and dresses similar to the woman in this youtube video -- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5HoUOw6iPE . However, in my fantasy, the woman has a completely-male groin. She does not have any female parts. In addition, in my fantasy her clothes are all white and made of pure cotton, her shirt is half-sleeve and does not have a collar or buttons, she wears shorts, not pants. Her socks and sneakers are also white.

In all interactions, she is positionally in front of him and below him.

He makes the transgender woman smell bad, he then smells her, and calls her a "stinky transgender woman" and otherwise makes cruel comments about how she smells bad.

He makes her eat a lot of "stinking bishop" cheese. He makes her rub this cheese onto her hands, hair, feet, legs, neck, back, clothes, socks, and arms. He makes her vomit this cheese and rub the vomit onto her hair, hands feet, legs, neck, back, clothes, socks and arms.

He makes her exercise in a hot humid environment so that her sweat stinks. He does not allow her to shower or bathe herself. He does not allow her wash her clothes or socks. He does not let her use any deodorant, anti-perspirant or perfume. She stinks badly because of this.

He also spits on her hands hair, feet, legs, neck, back, and arms. He then makes her rub the spit onto  hair, feet, legs, neck, back, and arms.

To add insult to injury he makes her rub her feces onto her hands, hair, feet, legs, neck, back, and arms. He does not let her clean her behind after she defecates.

He often sodomizes her anus with his penis. During the sodomy, he smells her and taunt her about how she stinks.

Prior to getting the erection to sodomize her, he rudely order her to take off her stinky socks. He then cold-heartedly tells her "let me smell your feeeeeeeeeet!!!!!". She reluctantly obeys. He sniffs between and under her stinky toes and then cruelly-taunt her about how her toes stink like cheese. He gains sexual-excitement from smelling her stinky toes and his penis then becomes erect.

As soon as he gets an erection, he brutally rams his penis into her feces-stained anus while standing behind her. He smells her while sodomizing her and then teases her about her stinky body odor. While sodomizing her, he also drools and spits onto the back of her neck.

Sorry if your are offended by this.

Here is my question. Where can I find videos that are similar to my transgender fantasies? I want to watch them so I can get turned on and masturbate.


Thanks so much,

HeteroSexualMan

Answer
I would seek female humiliation videos in porn shops, or online, or perhaps on some of the humiliation websites would be my guess, as I have not had experience with anything this specific before. Online would be your best bet, from what I can tell, but to find such a specific type of video as this might be difficult.

As to being offended, not in the least. I teach acceptance in the Lifestyle. Just because your kink isn't mine doesn't matter in the least. We all have them, it's a part of life.

Use such search words as female humiliation, female sodomy, scat play, etc. Anything you can think of that would help with the description.


Hope this helps, and best of luck to you.



                                         SINcerely in Leather,
                                         Master Shadow.