Expert: Master Shadow - 11/20/2010

Question
my master and I need an exstreme torture session I will never forget I
am hard to brake I want to fully submit with full obdience when he is
done I wan to jump when he says jump. Only have clamps paddle ties
rope and belt I want to be degraded and humilated as well at some
point. I want it so good he won't have to do it again any time soon I am
a female

Answer
If you're not already "jumping when He says jump", then there is something wrong even before any type of session like this could even have an effect. Service comes from the heart, not out of fear of punishments if compliance is not given. There is no special "MagicBeating" that can do this for you, and even were your Master to beat you senseless, you would soon return to your former behaviors.

What you need to do is a little serious introspection, and find out WHY you are not obeying properly. The problem is not that you need a severe extreme scene to pull you into line, you need a wake up call, like thinking of the possibility of loosing your collar. Remember, it's a two way street, and if you are not sufficiently motivated, He MAY find another who IS. Only after you take care of what is bothering you inside will you start to obey properly. Look within first for the cause.


Hope this helps.



                                         SINcerely in Leather,
                                         Master Shadow.