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Baptists - : If one is a reprobate and is conscious of this fact, what can or should one do next?

Expert: Pastor Don Carpenter - 10/18/2009

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My question is the following: If one is a reprobate and is conscious of this fact, what can or should one do next?
I’m a Christian all my life, I’m currently 25 and it doesn’t seem that I will leave this world for a while, though sometimes I would wish things would turn out otherwise.
I can say a lot of bad things about myself, but one thing is certain. I’m not a dumb man, I can easily see things from a logical and unbiased point of view if I make the effort to do so. I know the Bible well, it took some self-honesty and intellectual effort, but after a while it finally got through my self-centered skull that I actually am one of those “reprobates” we hear about so often, but rarely identify with.

While from an intellectual point of view I’m certain of God’s existence and the truth behind the Baptist faith, I have never directly experienced God’s presence. When I was younger I brushed this off as a sort of thing that only happens to older or exceptionally blessed people. That feeling the presence of God is something special, a rare gift. It took me a while to realize that this is not so, that the vast majority of good people I know actually experience this on a constant basis.
I don’t feel the presence of God. I never heard his voice. Each time I am praying, I realize that I’m talking to myself.

I fancy myself as a successful and capable man, but not particularly noble or just. Even my friends know they would lie if they called me a “good man”.

“And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient” – never have I heard a better description of myself.

I have a natural tendency to abhor and despise a lot of what makes the core of a good Christian. I hate work, I would do everything I could to just earn money without doing anything (actually I come real close to that in real life). I despise the prospect of marriage. The very idea of being stuck with one and the same woman for the rest of my life seems like a real nightmare.

I hate turning the other cheek, more than anything else really. If someone proverbially hits me, I feel a very strong desire to hit him 20 times harder than he hit me and even that isn’t always enough. I always prefer to dish out a lot more damage in return than the damage I receive. It helps me keep people off my back, it keeps me in control. Whenever I find myself in a situation when I cannot for some reason return the proverbial blow, I feel great anger, disappointment, hate and frustration. Being unable to return the blow seems to me like the utmost unnatural, hideous situation. Turning the other cheek is the very antithesis of who I am. I could mention that I greatly enjoy casual sex, theft and duping other people, but that’s all common stuff I believe.

“They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate.” – Yeah, that seems to describe me pretty well.

Every day when I wake up, I curse the moment God created me and the earth. If I could undo all creation, God knows I would do it. I can’t force myself to love a God who created a world in which predestination, pain, hate and suffering are possible. The very fact that an almighty God allowed this world to exist makes my blood boil. No, I cannot love him for that. It’s not a case of choice; it’s a case of fact.

I actually wish I was a soulless being like a cat or a dog. That after death I would just fade away and wouldn’t have to bother with all that “God, Satan and hell” fuss.
In spite of all this, I find the Baptist beliefs to be perfectly logical and coherent; it’s just that I can’t consider God to be a beneficial force here, at least not from my point of view. This in turn is again perfectly logical, assuming I’m a reprobate. After all, aren’t reprobates made to hate the Lord and creation? Aren’t reprobates made to like sin and enjoy it like I do? Isn’t it written:”Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.”?
Some would probably say that I’m depressed, but I know that it’s not true. I’m actually quite content with what I have here on earth.

“Examine yourselves, whether ye are in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?”

I think I had a lot of time to examine myself and come to the inevitable conclusion that God had not rejected me. It makes sense, since if everyone was an elect then what would be Hell and Satan useful for? God doesn’t create useless things, hell is not meant to be empty, it is logical that someone has to end up there.

The question remains – what is there left to be done if it is you who will end up there? There is little said about the “way of the reprobate” so to speak. There is some absurd and hurrah-optimistic assumption that all churchgoing Baptists are “doomed” to be the elect, while none of them could possible turn out to be a reprobate.

This I find utterly stupid. I’m as certain that I’m a reprobate as any sane, intelligent and normal man could ever be. I know myself well, I am unable to change my ways. I’m perfectly unable (and unwilling I should add) to love God. However I naturally don’t feel like paying Hell a visit, though this is only because I want to avoid suffering like every rational man, reprobate or elect, would. If hell was a place full of pleasure, or at least “neutral” like earth is, I wouldn’t really have a problem with going there. Praying to God for forgiveness would be hypocritical here, he neither seems to want to hear me, nor do I want to speak to him either.

I don’t want to meet Mr. God; I just don’t want to meet Mr. Satan.

So, what else is there to do?

Answer
Hi Jan,

Thank you for this very powerful and interesting question. I am very sorry for my late response. I believe that oddly enough, you are very close to understanding all the truth that can set you free. I want to give you a few Biblical principles to consider:

1. God elects based on His foreknowledge. He knows who will freely choose to believe... but He does not elect some to damnation and others to salvation.

Romans 8:29
29 For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.
The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

2. God does not want anyone to go to Hell. Hell is not meant for humans it is meant for the Devil and his angels.

2 Peter 3:9
9 The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.
The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

Matthew 25:41
41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

3. We all start out as reprobates... there is no one that is righteous on his own... that is why we need deliverance.

Romans 3:10-19
10 As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: 11 There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. 12 They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one. 13 Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: 14 Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: 15 Their feet are swift to shed blood: 16 Destruction and misery are in their ways: 17 And the way of peace have they not known: 18 There is no fear of God before their eyes.
19 Now we know that what things soever the law saith, it saith to them who are under the law: that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God.
The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

4. It is the fact that we are sinners and cannot come to GOd by keeping the law that Jesus needed to die and pay the price for sin in our place.

Romans 3:20-25
20 Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin. 21 But now the righteousness of God without the law is manifested, being witnessed by the law and the prophets; 22 Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference: 23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; 24 Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus: 25 Whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood, to declare his righteousness for the remission of sins that are past, through the forbearance of God;
The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

5. None of us on our own can do right... the only thing we can do is realize that we are hopless sinners and trust what Jesus did on the cross to save us. If we ask Him to He will.

Romans 10:13
13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

Romans 5:8
8 But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

6. If we believe what Jesus did for us and ask Him to save us, we get much more than forgiveness... be have our sin replaced with the righteousness of God.

2 Corinthians 5:21
21 For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him.

The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

You are absolutely right to see yourself as a reprobate under the condemnation of God. We all start out like that.... sadly many never realize their sinful state so they do not turn to Jesus for help.

If you are willing to realize that your works will never get you to heaven and trust in what Jesus did on the cross, and ask Him to save you He will! No you don't deserve it... that is the whole point. If we could earn or deserve salvation, then Jesus died for nothing.

Galatians 2:21
21 I do not frustrate the grace of God: for if righteousness come by the law, then Christ is dead in vain.

The King James Version, (Cambridge: Cambridge) 1769.

I hope that this helps you. I am so sorry for my late response.

In Christ
Pastor Don

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