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Hi,

I've been suffering from mental illnesses all of my life.  I started to see a therapist when I was two and now I'm 21.  I usually have cycles where I'll become extremely depressed in the winter and stop eating and then become energetic and gain up to 25 lbs in the summer.  None of my therapists have said that they think I could be bipolar mostly because I come across as depressed most of the time.  But I've always been the type of person that keeps their feelings inside and I usually only speak of things that make me depressed when I see my therapist.  I always assumed that I had seasonal affective disorder since I'm a warm weather person anyway but now I'm not so sure.  I know the signs of when I'm becoming depressed and my "happy" state but over the past few years it seems like my moods are not changing like they used to.  They're random now; sometimes I'm depressed in the summer, sometimes I'm "happy" in the winter, and sometimes my moods change multiple times in one day.  After writing this out, I realize that there are a lot of things that I haven't discussed with my therapist because I thought that they were normal.  I will see her soon and talk to her about it, but I was just wondering what you thought about my symptoms.  Do you think I could be bipolar?  It really would explain so much.  Sorry for such a long question!

Thank you,
Samantha

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While it's not terribly relevant to the subject at hand, I am curious what caused you to begin seeing a therapist when you were two years old, and whether there was any indication of a more serious problem that would most commonly have been handled by referring you to a mental health provider who would be qualified to treat such issues.
 The typical therapist has a license that permits them to "counsel" families, married couples, and children although they are not able to prescribe medication. These providers will usually have their name followed by an.." M.F.C.C." to identify their licensing level.  In the event that a person feels that they may have a condition that requires medication to adequately treat the symptoms that they experience, they must make an appointment with a psychiatrist for an assessment and any recommendations for treatment that may be available based on this type of professional's opinion. Because of the limitations that I face when answering questions here, it is difficult for me to make any real definitive statements regarding whether or not someone is suffering from a mental illness, bipolar or otherwise, I feel that the best response is to recommend making an appointment with a psychiatrist or getting a referral from the state health services department (for those who receive health care services from the government due to income or other qualifications) to determine whether or not they have a condition that should be treated with medication as the more appropriate means rather than "talk-therapy" services.

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I am available to answer questions of a general nature about bipolar disorder, provide online resources that address bipolar disorder in a more in-depth manner and sources to serve as a starting point for those looking for substantial information on the illness from a healthcare professional approach. I am not a doctor or a psychiatrist, my background is based in personal experience and extensive reading in my own process of understanding my diagnosis. I can also take questions that deal with the social issues surrounding bipolar disorder such as relationships; coping for family, friends, and the patient; marriage, choosing to start a family and related. Answers to questions of a legal nature will provide general information but anyone with a serious legal problem should consult an attorney licensed to practice in their jurisdiction.

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I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder type II in 2000; as a SSI beneficiary, have experience and knowledge of the limitations and processes involved with the program; I understand the moods, the feelings, the worries, the doubts, and a lot more that there's not enough room to express - from the personal experiences of being bipolar. I have first-hand experience with the challenges of returning to college following hospitalizations and various combinations of medications that were tried before my doctor and I finally arrived at the most effective medication program for my treatment. My family and I have learned so much about each other in the process of dealing with the highs and lows that followed my diagnosis. I've had relationships with someone who also is bipolar and someone that is not - romantic relationships are no easier on either side! I feel that many of the ideas and beliefs that people have regarding bipolar disorder and those who have the condition promote the continuation of social stigmas associated with mental illness in general, and after learning from others with bipolar disorder, hope to guide others who may be trying to navigate the government health care system,& share information on other possible means of obtaining assistance with the cost of medications and/or mental health services and limited financial assistance programs for meeting basic living expenses for qualified individuals, dealing with problems from or with family & loved ones, co-occurring substance abuse problems, medications and side-effects (and when it feels like nothing will work, or why it's not helping the situation to ask whether or not a patient has taken their 'meds' when they seem hostile or moody to those around them).

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I have a B.A. in Liberal Arts and will earn my J.D. upon completion of the Spring 2011 term after which I will be preparing to take the multi-state bar exam.

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