Expert: Ernie Laurence, Jr. - 9/8/2007

Question
there was a time in my life i was denying god because my logic was saying it cant be some one in the air , later i feel the god in my life i start loving him when i didn't have anyone in my life i was feeling there is someone who is god and he is watching me and he is with me , i was believing god love me and if i wanted something from my heart he will give me later i knew a girl i liked her it was true love i wanted from the god but it did not happen but i thought maybe god wanted to happen like this ,but now i feel terribly bad luck in my life i feel devil is taking control in my life i feel wonderfully bad luck in my life i don not believe this kind of the things but if i could explain for you you were believing me i don't know why it is happening like this i feel god doesn't like me anymore but i love him , i always tried to be good with everyone ,helping people but i don't know what is happening in my life please pray for me to jessus i really need it .

Answer
I believe almost everyone in their life experiences what you are going through now.  I will definitely pray for you.  I'd also like to encourage you to read your Bible.  If you don't have one, try places like www.biblegateway.com.  (I recommend the KJV, NKJV, or ASV.)  Start in Job in the Old Testament.  His story is one of great encouragement.  The Psalms are great too.  Whatever you are feeling, whatever is happening to you in this life right now, the magnitude of the bad you face here will be nothing compared to the good you will find in heaven.  All you must do is hear God speaking to you through His Word and obey Him.

This life, this Universe is a vale of soul making.  Those who are forged in fire are made strong.

In Truth and Love,

Ernie