AboutKenneth Renshaw Expertise Answer questions about conducting patterns, performance practice, expression marks and conducting, and basic instrument/vocal practice
Experience
Past/Present clients Adjunct Instructor-Three Rivers Community College, taught over 200 private music students, frequent performer.
Question How would I go about becoming a conductor. I am extremely proficient (Grade 8 RIAM) in classical piano (with good jazz/ragtime piano experience too), i also have training in saxophone (which i played in an orchestra), clarinet, accordion, tin whistle and recorder. I know I need to add a string into the mix, and I know it should be the violin, but I love the cello.
Now, heres where my problem comes in.... I love music, and couldnt not have it in my life. But to major in music, or do a specific degree in music, they are all very heavily performance based and I have the worlds worst stage fright. I have the time and patience to be a good teacher, but such bad performance anxiety I cannot even play in front of my own mum. I have a very analytical mind and can follow many things in the music at once, so not only would being a conductor be a dream come true, I also think I would be good at it.
is there no hope for me?should I just give up now?
Answer Hi, thanks for writing. Being a conductor does require some performance in college, but I wouldn't give up on performing. When I was in high school, as a piano student I bombed every recital. I was so terrified that my hands would go to sleep in excruciating pain and I was unable to move them. I performed at every opportunity until the problem went away. In college, I once accompanied our choir in front of 3000 people and later cut a recording that was broadcast around the world. Just perform as much as you can, starting with less stressful conditions and gradually with more stressful conditions/larger crowds. Start out with a mini-recital in front of family/cat/dog. You might try relaxation techniques/ recordings before a performance, visualizing yourself as an accomplished performer/conductor. It will take time, but I have never regretted it. Also, try conducting small groups of instruments/voices to get used to conducting in front of people. Hope this helps some, and write anytime with any further questions.
