I'm a 20 year old girl with an abusive, overprotective mother. I can't handle being in this house anymore and I really want to move out. Whenever I bring it up to her, she yells at me and ignores my question. She treats everyone in the house like trash and she's very controlling. I have to ask to go out and most of the time her answers are no. If I do get a chance to go out, she calls me constantly asking where I am, who I'm with, when will I be home, what I am doing, and that I better be home at 9. It really causes me stress because I feel caged in this house. My mom physically and emotionally abuses me. If I don't do something how she likes it, she'll get angry. When we argue, she brings up past arguements into this new arguement to manipulate the situation so she can win and make it look like I'm the bad one. She also belittles me and calls me names. Saying how gross I look because I broke out with acne and how disgusting I look because I'm supposedly "too skinny" when the doctors say I'm normal. She forces me to do dance when it's not something I want to do and whenever I want to quit and talk to her about it, she yells at me. Everyone that knows her tells me that I should stand up to myself and that I need to leave the house, but I'm scared she'll come find me, drag me back to the house, and beat me up for it. She always tell my sister and I, " I made you, I can break you. You can move out, but the farthest you'll get is right in front of our mailbox." I can't handle this anymore. She nitpicks little things about me to tease me and makes me feel like crap. My dad can't do anything because she controls him and she would beat him up too. Please help me!
Answer Hi Rhi - I can understaqnd why you want to leave your abusive home situation. from what you write, your mother - and probably your father - have inherited serious psychological wounds:
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