AboutReed (John Rieger) Expertise I do not follow traditional methods of therapy that treat the outer symptoms or give the illusion of a cure with a bandage approach in order to make one "feel good" by denying the real issues, the inner causes. I have eleven intensive years of personal experience in many "NEW AGE" areas that have lead me to discover new ways and methods of REAL emotional healing and in turn also healing our mental and physical bodies. I work with healing ALL emotions, the mental blocks holding them in place and the physical manifestations they represent. I use the knowledge and insights I have gained through either personal experience or my experience in working with others on their healing journey. I also use my intuition and other abilities to assist others to touch and begin to heal their real issues. If you have intent to HEAL your emotions and to take responsibility for your personal well being then I may be able to assist you. If you are looking for a quick fix, don`t ask me. Reed
Question Hi here. I really need help. I am 20 year of age, and since the age of 8 or so, i started masturbation, i used to have sexual fantasies, (rubbing my penis on a magazine photo of a sexy woman), its alittle embarrasing, but i couldnt help resist it...i used to go and do this all the time. But throut the years leading to me being 16 to 20 years of age, i have experienced weird empty numb hollow feelings insdie my head, as if there is nothing there. It's so depressing, i feel as if everything is unreal, what ever i think, i feel as if i am abnormal, and that my head is feeling so unreal, empty, light, i can't explain it. This depression or emptiness was so severe, it gave m e deadly feeling inside, as if my brain is being destroyed crunching down ... it was total hell..i cannot explain it... i feel as if i am trying to find myself, but i can't, i always have mucus in my tyhroat whenever i eat...and once, i even nearly had a blackout, which i had to close my eyes in order to make the blackout dizzyness go away... i get cramps, my legs feel numb, its so scary and frightening..im always living liek this..and its all due to masturbation from early age...i always feel hot, exhausted tired, lethargic, depressed, shy, i cant express my self, i feel embarrased for little things..
Answer Hi Hansol,
I have few questions for you, that you need to look at.
1) What made you become interested in sex so young?
2) Why was masturbation a "feel good" escape from reality for you?
3) You had sexual fantasies with woman in magazines.. what about real life relationships with a girl?
4) Do you have a girl friend now... and if not.. Why not?
Write down the answeres to these questions and whatever other thoughts and feeling come up and you will get closer to answering your own question...
