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Question hi, i have an infantilism fetish. for as long as i can remember i wanted to be a sub. but only recently have i wanted to be a dom, specifically a daddy (in this fetish's parlance).
i have had experience with breaking it to girlfriends but my experience is so coarse and insufficient. i want to buy giant nuk 5 pacifiers for my girlfriend that i have yet to meet to suck on. i think it'd be hot if i got her addicted to them (people can to their dental detriment). usually id want to keep this stuff only in the bedroom, but recently i wanted to make it public. well not PUBLIC public but descreet insiders knowlege public. i would even go as far as wanting her to call me daddy, well not out loud if she doesnt want to, she has but to whisper it in my ear. and id buy her chocolate but before i let her have it i would say "whats daddy's favorite word!" and then she'd say "di di" and then id say "good girl" and so on and so fourth. di di would be our safe word but it only functions like that if there is a hurt "ouch that hurts" intonation, i've thought it out a bit. i want to weave delicately this lifestyle into our relationship. little tastes throughout the day. i used to want these things to last hours at a time. but recently i have changed and i think it'd be better if they were spread out and not so private. to increase the turn on for both of us. if she wet those diapers at night i would seriously change her (and i would do the laundry). we'd have to use some diaper stuffers or something cuz i have been around (tried it a few times) and i think she would agree that poopy diapers are only fun for the first few minutes and then it suddenly becomes NOT fun really quick. nauseating and not cool. i have these wishes and i know if they are ebbed in in a very special way they can come true. id give her a hug in public and i'd whisper in her ear "hows my little bon po po?". id use the money i earn to buy her the finest cutest littl (adult) baby dresses and REAL terry cloth diapers complete with plastic covers custom made. i could make her suck on lolly pops and wear pigtails. just little things here and there that add up. (i have a little problem with this fetish, i cant get it up ON demand unless i think about this stuff; i mean i can get it up as any guy can if they sit next to a warm girl close enough; but with me, theres a little clause that must be adhered to) i mean, if my performance in the bedroom is compromised in any way, i feel it is my duty to get the job done. in other words, if i can't **** her cherry in the bedroom, i'll **** her mind outside of it. but dont get me wrong i wish to mess with her brain in the most gentle loving way, i want her to feel trust security and derive immense pleasure from this mind sex thing although my physical sex organs say otherwise, my mental sex organ wants her to get more out of it than i do! but i dont want any of this to be apparent to the public, i wish it to be subtle. so subtle; our little secret kind of thing. but i am aware that compromises must be made, but on the other hand, this seems so real and it looks like it could almost be platonically innocent fun (until it gets behind closed doors). i want to give her lots of powerfull bearhugs and kisses, lots of cuddling and watching movies. i want to feed her from a bottle (a giant nipple!). that would feel so good, she would be practically drunk from the endorphins, that stuff is like snorting cocaine; better than smoking, better than weed, better than alcohol could ever be. i'd feel so happy if she actually felt that. all that, but i dont know how i could orchestrate that, i dont even know how i could properly break it to her. i wish that i dont have to tell her what to do exactly i want her to find her own little girl so that i can do my best to let the little girl in her out! "hurray for letting the little girl out!". i have seen what happens when one breaks this stuff out too soon "I'm not wearing those!" etc. and i have had experience with everything working out kind of cool (back when i mainly wanted to be a sub). but that was when i let it out as gradually as my patience could hold it back. what if it doesnt work? what if i let it out gradually and she still responds that way with disgust? i mean i know it needs to be done slowly but not too slow. i know if its done too slow, the person, upon learning of it, will think that there is something wrong with them that made me want to hide it.
i have heard that vanilla people suffer feelings of inadequacy upon learning that their S.O. has these desires of which they have never heard of. i dont know if im quoting that correctly, im not even sure how that works.
vanilla people see sex as well the only sex, this fetish is such a large part of me that this fetish (for the most part) IS my sex. i view them as inseparable. this cant be that bad, its not like im asking her to be my mommy (which might happen, but nowhere near at first) im asking her to sit in the passenger seat and let me drive, what bigger favour could there be? what bigger sacrifice? and it'd be a fun sacrifice too <:P but im a little bit floppy in the dom department, i wish to be a powerfull daddy, but my command prescence is a bit lacking. but i'm afraid that if i start trying to polish my command prescense or whatever, that would mean that my walking of the fine line between having this thing rule my life and it not has failed. i dont want to become something i'm not, that would be hollow and fake. but i want to warm bottles up in the microwave, i want to give bearhugs and change diapers. i just know i'd have plenty of on the spot hardness that i would ever need. how can i make this dream come true?
Answer First off, things are unlikely to work perfectly according to your plan. I'm pretty sure that you're aware of that. Whoever you meet is going to have their own needs and fantasies. What sounds perfect to you does sound weird to most.
I'd suggest that you look for a girl to fulfill you fantasy in the adult baby community. Just type "adult baby community" into Google and start exploring what you find. Likely women that you meet on there will not be surprised by your fantasies. Likely they'll be looking for something similar.
Good luck.
