reciently i have been viewing cukhold and tranny web sights, i am married but my sex life is boring, i have convinced my wife to snowball me only a few times and i have licked my cum off her tits, she wont use a strapon on me, i have visited 2 trannys the 1st time was an amazing experence, the 2nd was ok, i enjoy a bit of cbt as well, i enjoyed the cock sucking and the penetration, also the taboo of the experence,
i dont consider myself gay, please help with what im going through
I don't think there is anything wrong with you, I don't think you are gay either.
Sometimes when we have been in the same pattern, trying new things can be exciting and exhilarating - that can be trying things such as cum eating, penetration and cock sucking, etc
It is a natural part of human behaviour - we adapt to certain things and when we can change them it can be very exciting. Especially when it is considered to be taboo.
It is normal to want to try new things, it's a part of life.
Curiosity is a normal part of human behaviour.
If this is something you enjoy, then go for it and try them, try new things. It can make sex more exciting and enjoyable.
Don't worry about thinking you could be gay, you are just curious and want to try new things. Perfectly normal.