AboutRavindra Expertise i am in the field of self-improvement, hypnosis, natural treatment of simple disorders etc for the past 30 years.(age 69). Retd. Engineer and well-settled in life with good coping skills
Experience have been advising students and engineers for the past 30 years in career advancement, self-care and help and troubleshooting. very successful, as per the feedback.
Organizations secretary of Carnatic Hypnotists circle.
member of NatureCure Society.
Education/Credentials Engineering, Management Degree from British institute of Management.London.
Question My life at my house is more or less hell for me. I am 18 years of age but I am already screwed up. I have two emotions, angry and sad. I hate my family and often when I look at them I picture the perfect way to kill them. They make fun of me because I am ugly and fat. I also fail at almost everything I do. I look up painless ways for suicide and have acualy tried some of them, but I still fail. My question is this, What is wrong with me?
Answer nothing wrong with you except that you are Severely DEPRESSED. in your case, you need HELP from a doctor/Psychologist/Psychiatrist/Social Worker/Counsellor.
at your stage, it may be too tought to handle your emotions alone. there are plenty of support groups for Depression help (free)