Question hello
i am nealy 30 yaers old and i never ahd boyfreind i didn,t even get my first kiss.and its,t from the lack of trying either.
i,l; admit i am overweight,short,ugly.black hair,brown eyes,round fat face,chunky looking,old, evry time i fancy a guy he coldy rejected me.i know my apperance isn,t top class.even when i was thin,young i was still rejected ,i am nice to guys to guys.flirt and i still get rejectd.i have 11 yaers of rejction behind me.
the last i liked over the 11 yaers.
1)called me names like bitch,fatso,
2)left me all on my own and went off with other girls
3)boast about there girlfriends
4)him known i like him and brings up his girlfriend Delbert to hurt me,
4)telling about all the girlfriends and how i never match to what he wants .
5)forgetting my name and being mean.
6)never showing any interested in me what so ever not even to ask my name or any thing like that
7)NEVER FANCY ME LIKE THEY DO OTHER GIRLS
a 11 yaers of that not one success not even a cheap kiss.
the best guy came up which hurt me alot this he what he said he really hurt me and i like him."nothing is going to happen to between us"and now he girlfriend he boasts all the time.i end up alone with still that was 3 years ago and i am still in pain and he doens,t care he happy and i am alone.
i must be awful ugly and unattractive in guys eyes why they so cruel and cold to hurt my feelings continuously.all the guys who rejected me found some one but not me never me.
i am really up set.why is it they don,t rejected like me .why don,t the girls like rejected them and , make them feel dirt .
i feel such outsider.why is always me who get rejected me why always always me .
i just don,t understand at all.why i am such a rejected.they rejected me so coldly and belittle me like pieces of dirt.
may be i am not girlfriend material what ever that is.i,ll understand .
its just so so so unfair.why don,t i deserve love why .
they take it for granted and i don,t .and i still don,t deserve it.
what do othere have that i don,t.i don,t undertsnd.may be i was born rejected its only expiation i have
things are getting worse for me i feel very trapped becasue of my age.where i live there is nothing to do.i have no body to talk from one day to the next.only my father,brother,sister,
i am middle child.i have being rejected so often it makes suicidal.the one guy i though like me called a bitch and was rotten to me.threasting the law on me.and blocked me from emailing him.he said he moving to America with his so called girlfriend.
when i meet he would n,t dare insulted and be like that to me.
i guess he mad up for lost time.i know i meet 7 years ago.but he seems like complete different person.the guy i knew.
another guy did n,t want to be seen in a nightclub with me.i asked him to dance he said no more or less and went off frech kissing another girl in front.and told me hold drink and walked off.like i was some kind of maid of his.
his friend would n,t give me the time of day le alone any thing eles.
you get picture it never ends .new guy = new rejection.
I FEEL VERY TRAPPED!!!!!!
Answer Dear Ann
The best way to feel better about yourself is to help other people. Thinking that you are a victim of your life is not helpful. Volunteer in a hospital or other service organization. You are not a loser, you are not trapped. You just need to help others and your life will improve. Good luck.
