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Alhamdulillah I'm a muslim girl. When I was in sixth class I started praying, Alhamdulillah. I became a very good muslim. Years passed and I continued praying, reciting Holy Quran Alahamdulillah. Everything was fine. But now all of sudden I started having bad thoughts and wrong whispers from satan. In my mind when these thoughts come me to me, I nearly think to die rather thinking them. I just don't want Allah to think it's my fault. I love Allah. He has Blessed me a lot more than what I deserve.

But now my conditions are getting worse. I don't smile or laugh because whenever I try to be happy, I think I'm doing a sinful thing and for this I will go to hell. I'm afraid of even thinking about any other person in my life. Neither can I think of my future husband, as I think by loving him I will cheat Allah  (S.W.T). I cry and ask forgiveness. I cry that I should be well, but it's getting worse. I don't know why I'm a victim of this thing. Allah always protected me. I know He loves me because if He didn't He would have left me earlier, but now I'm so bad. I think now He won't love me as I think bad about Him, but these aren't my thoughts- seriously this isn't me.

Please tell me what to do. I pray five times but still I don't want to leave prayers.  I recite Quran and still recite astagfar always but nothing happens. My exams are ahead and my condition is not letting me study. What should I do? Will I be punished for this? Will Allah not make me the way I was? Will I ever be happy and contended again??

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Dear Sister,
Assalam-o-Alaikum,
Better if you consult a psychiatric just know whether you need any medication or not  as your examination is approaching. However, I advise you to recite AYATUL QURSHI five times a day before and after Darud Sharif. Please also frequently recite AUZOBILLAHIS MINAS SHAINTAN E RAZIM for 21 days. INSHALLAH the problem will be over. Have faith on the creator ALLAH.
Md.Zia-ul-Haque

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By the Grace of Almighty Allah,being the only person in the world who is qualified Moulvi(Passed the Alim Examination Conducted By Madrasa Education Board) with Degrees in Science and Law I am,MASHALLAH,able to answer any question on Islamic Religion.That apart,I was in charge of Legal,Calcutta Office of Custodian of Enemy,Govt of India and Export Inspection Agency,Calcuuta, Ministry of Commerce,Govt of India from where I have retired on 31.3.2010,It is also therefore possible for me to answer questions on Indian Civil Law and Service Matters. Md.Zia-ul-Haque,B.Sc,LLB,Alim(Cal) Alim & Advocate Md,Zia-ul-Haque,B.Sc, LLB,Alim(Cal) Alim & Advocate

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