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Good morning,

I am having a difficult time trying to figure out which path is right for me in the situation I must deal with... I want to start off by explaining that I have come into contact with a spirit whom I believe to be my soul-mate. Through contact with him I've learned we once knew each other in a past life, but sealed a deal in blood that went horribly wrong... it was the roman period; we wanted to escape from an oppressive life and tried making a deal with a demon that in exchange for safe passage we'd owe him our loyalty. Well, another disguised himself and took the place of the original, tricking us into pretty much selling our souls and in turn I was killed and my mate killed himself shortly after escaping... both our souls are tainted and I seek salvation, for both of us because he is still human although in an altered state... I made my own sigil and I believe I was able to contact communicate with the creator, whom abolished the deal we made, but the guilt hasn't left and I feel that was really the only thing I was able to accomplish.. the conversation was short lived and I don't feel any comfort or peace of mind... I apologize if this sounds bazaar but I am not sure what to do to help cleanse myself... I was considering a baptism but I do not want to sit through a year's worth of classes I don't fully believe in just to be baptized and be involved in a community I don't feel connected to... I do have faith in the creator and "higher being" but I also believe in all forms of spirits; anywhere from animal to mystical, astral, nature, and just pure energies. I believe that living in accordance with nature brings balance and harmony and that karma plays a big role in what type of energies follow you. But I also have a strong belief in metaphysics, so I'm not even sure if that all fits in one category or if I'm just picking and choosing... Christian churches are the only establishments I can find in my area but if there is another way to purify myself  or even join a group that can help me, I wish for nothing more than that opportunity... Thank you so much for your help and honesty, I just don't know where else to turn; I couldn't feel further from a straight-forward answer right now...

Hello Fiona,

There ARE people who feel and believe as you do. Many people, in fact it i the fastest growing religion in the USA. This religion is a "general" religion that is for individuals who like yourself are ore spiritual than religious. It allows for individuals to explore their own spirituality in a safe, warm, community. This is Wicca. Our group, Wite Rayvn Metaphysical Church of the Ozarks ATC is a Wiccan Church that is open to any individual who is connected to nature and feels energy regardless of what they call it.

I do not know where you are located but would like t continue this conversation in private.

Also, I am a professor of the Woolston Steen Theological Seminary, ( and we have individuals just like you from all over the world. Please contact me here privately or at and we can help you find people in your area that can assist you and help you to feel connected to your fellow seekers all over the world.

Bright Blessing,

Alfred Willowhawk

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Rev. Alfred Willowhawk, DMsc, CTPR, CTM, RMT, Shamanic Practitioner, Metaphysician, HP


I can answer questions related to paganism, wicca, spiritual coaching, Native American Spirituality, shamanic healing, Altered States of Consciousness, Reiki, Celtic Transformational Healing, Celtic Mythology,( Welsh, Irish, Britonic), Kabbalah, Goddesses and Gods. I also answer questions on paranormal experiences


I am a full Professor at Woolston-Steen Theological Seminary and the Sr. Pastor of the Wite Rayvn Metaphysical Church ATC,a Gardnarian 3rd Degree and am also ordained through the International Metaphysical Ministry. I have previously been ordained as an Orthodox Rabbi, and Christian Minister. I am a Registered Spiritual Counselor, Metaphysical Practitioner and have been a Licensed Spiritual Coach, (2007) and a Reiki Master since 1995. I am the High Priest of the Family Tradition mentioned above. As I learned each technique, I realized the benefits and the shortcomings of each one. As I continued to search, study, learn, and incorporate these into my own growth I became a more balanced, happy, satisfied person, for myself. As I become more satisfied with myself, I attracted more balanced, happy, satisfied people into my own life. I realized that these techniques combined together, can be used by ANYONE. Therefore. I became a Spiritual Coach to be able to share this with anyone who wanted to - Be ALL that they ALREADY Are. I am a published author, and have many articles on alternative healing techniques, including Reiki,meditations, shamanic practices, training courses, and articles on following your own life and spiritual path. I have earned a Doctorate of Metaphysical Science (DMsc) from the University of Sedona. Currently, I teach the following courses: Celtic Transformational Healing, The Warrior Within, Intuitive Tarot Reading, Soul Retrieval for Shamanic practitioners, and Shamanic Soul: Path to the Sacred Self,(Core Metaphysical Shamanism), Tree of Life in YOUR Daily Walk as well as all three levels of traditional Usui Reiki.

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