QUESTION: what is it that John is having to decide between? My name is Shamethia and my birth year is 1987 and John birth year is 1963.
ANSWER: Lenormand cards chosen for you: Cross, Stork, Fox - John's struggling with changes in his life, he's trying to find the happiness within himself.
If it helps Shamethia, I don't feel you and John are to be together... I'm looking further for you, let's see what love holds for you after you leave John (with John I get the feeling of that mentioned in Harry Potter, the 'Marauder's Map' saying "I solemnly swear that I am up to no good" that's what John's energies say to me - and he is not the right man for you Shamethia.
Lenormand cards chosen for you to see what love holds for you after you leave John: Man, Anchor, Bouquet - long-term happiness with another guy (I feel also around the same age or close to your age)
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QUESTION: I appreciate your reading and your honest. i only ask about john because John and I have a karmic connection in which we share a past life together. You mentioned that You didnt feel that John snf I are to be together and afterI leave John I find happiness. Are you saying that we do get together? Or are you saying after I get over him and move on that I find happiness
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"John's struggling with changes in his life, he's trying to find the happiness within himself.... I don't feel you and John are to be together
... let's see what love holds for you after you leave John....
... long-term happiness with another guy....