About Carol Smith Expertise I can answer question in the area of suffering trauma and going through the grief cycle. I can answer questions as to how to recover from being raped and where to go to be examined and to make a report. I understand the stages of development because of my degree in Psychology. I can answer questions on the affect/effect of being raped and or molested. I an answer question from the standpoint of going from victim to a survivor because of my own experiences.
Experience I have many years in Child Development and Mental Health field. I have a BA in Psychology from NCCU. I am currently employed with Child Protective Services as a case manager. I have also been a victim of both Rape and Incest.
Organizations Calvary's Rock Church as a Minister
Education/Credentials BA in Psychology from NCCU
Licensing Credentials in Child Development from DTCC
Will have an Associates in Theology on June 5, 2008 from North Carolina Bible College
In this together.. wrote at 2008-09-03 01:26:27
I'm not sure what you should do, but I do want you to know you're not alone. I grew up obsessed with sex at a very young age (like 5 or 6). I was allowed to watch really graphic movies with sex in it, and later in life, with the invent of the internet, my interests took a dark turn. I started looking at hardcore S&M, "fake rape", and bestial stuff. I don't want these thoughts, memories or images in my head anymore. I can't give you any answers because I'm stuck. I've told my fiance *most* of my problems, and he was supportive. Just wanted to let you know you're not alone. I do know that Christ meets us where we're at- dirty, ugly thoughts and all. It's not like He can be touched by them, so don't worry about being too disgusting for Him. The healing process is just slow- but for a reason I suppose.
