AboutLynne Luckett Expertise I can answer questions about surviving suicide, about losing a family member to suicide and how to heal the hole that is left behind by a loved one committing suicide.
Experience My father committed suicide when I was 8 years old. It took me 13 years to even start dealing with his death but once the healing started it was truly an educational experience. I know now that he is with me all the time and though his physical self is no longer here, his spirtual self lives on in me and my son. I'm now 49 and have talked to several people about losing a loved one to suicide and have received some positive feedback about my advice. I am a medical transcripitionist and have been in the medical field for 20+ years. I feel I survived my dad's death to have the understanding to be able to help others. I love to help others.
Question I have a friend that attepted suicde and is know crippled with a broken back and leg We were very good friends and considered each other family. I called her mom 2 times in 20 days, the first call to get an update on her condition which was not good upon being admitted to the ICU her mother said Janet was "combative and wild and was not listening to the doctors and there was a problem with her health proxy on the paperwork her ex-husbands name was crossed out and her sisters name was put in so they would not except it and then they refused to do her surgery. Why would they not give her the sergury she needed and if a limb that needs surgery is not worked on doesn't it the have to be amputated? I aclled Janet's mom 1 more time because I had been calling the ICU periodically to check on Janet's progrss even though I knew they were just going to say she was stable and thats all they could say because I am not family. Well when I called the ICU the last time they said she was no longer ther and I thought Janet may be dead. But when i called her mom I spoke to her about five minutes and she said that her daughter was the same and she was still in the same hospital. then the next thing I know I get a call from the sherrifs dept. it seems janet's mom said I was harassing her. I tex janet basically wishing her well and telling her that my wife and I were pulling for her as well as my kids and asked why her mom was treating me like the enemy. My answer on my phone was "please leave me alone" why would she say that? was that Janet or her mom? then I get A HATE LETTER from Janet's mom stating that it was my fault she jumped because I called her that night but the truth is she called me but I was asleep.she also stated her proxy issue was my fault as well. and because i aclled the ICU a few times it stopped her operation how is that? All that dont matter, I just want to know how Janet feels and can we still be friends be friends how do I reconnect with her she has no cell anymore but is ina nursing home, and hoew do I do it without hurting her further. Any ideas?
Answer Hi Lenny,
I had a friend who I heard one morning had shot himself. I heard he was in a certain hospital and when I called I was told he "wasn't there". Off and on all day I tried calling and was always told the same thing. And I work in the medical field and really knew that I wouldn't get any information since I wasn't family. Oddly enough, with the new HIPPA laws (Health Information Privacy and Portability Act) if a patient says they don't want even their family to know they are there, that hospital by law has to honor that. So if the family calls, that patient is "not there". I can guarantee that if her family,even without the legal paperwork (but the patient is awake and making her own decisions) they would do the same thing. A hospital should always weigh on the side of caution and no information is better than too much information. Also, the hospital will not accept any document for health care proxy that has been altered. The best idea if changes are to be made is to make a new document declaring the old document null and void. Hospitals are in a very precarious situation wanting to please the patient and family and also do the right thing.
As for the surgery issue, legally (and I would think this would apply anywhere) a physician has to perform life threatening surgery whether he has consent or not. If Janet was not able to give her own consent, they cannot legally accept consent for a non life threatening surgery from her sister because the document was altered. I can see their point but legally they are not going to let Janet lose a limb because of a piece of paper.
As for Janet and her family, it sounds to me like you just need to back away for awhile. When Janet is better then maybe she will want to reestablish contact with you. Her mother is searching for someone other than her daughter to blame because as parents we just don't want to think our children are unhappy enough to no longer want to live. Suicide is a horrible, horrible thing to do to a family. The guilt and anger and guilt over being angry, feelings of failure "what could I have done differently", sorrow, worry in Janet's case about her health and well being, all of these things are stressors and what we all go through following the death (or attempted death) of a loved one or friend. Her mother is lashing out at you simply because you are handy. I would leave them alone and hope that Janet will get some good counseling during her rehab and be able to rid herself of the demons that made her feel like she wanted to commit suicide.
"Please leave me alone". Janet said that because a) it's what she wants and b) she is most likely feeling ashamed about what she did and that she is putting her family through all of this. She is in pain for sure and not just from her injuries. She is hurting from what she has done. Time, as they say, heals all wounds. And God will heal the rest. So, in the meantime, pray for her but put her in a back corner of your mind. Let her heal. Cherish your family, hug your kids and tell your wife how much she means to you and be thankful for the friendship you had. Janet needs to heal and hopefully she will get the help she needs to do that.
I hope this has helped even a little. Feel free to contact me again if you have any more questions.
